Time for the sun

There are lots of things I’ve been through and recently I feel sometimes on fire and sometimes I feel useless. Being an adult means I need to have an upcoming plan everyday and also I taught to have a faith.

What I do now is like staking the rocks up to the sky, waiting it stumble to the ground. Why will it be stumbled? Maybe because I really want something, I really want something go smooth and magically there. Well I know there’s a lot of effort in between. I learn to prepare everything I can, while keep surrendering to God because I know I can be there if I go alone.

This year is new to me, after a long break from working and lot things passed, I jump to a new thing I love. I love it but I’m not sure I’m good enough to teach it. But I just want to surrender with a hope, someday the sky will be bright and colored blue.