No idea

A home should be a home for the tiring and lonely soul.

Unfortunately, not every home is a home. It can be so unlovely, it can be the latest place you want to go.

Grew as a child who didn't get enough love, I feel hard for me to root at home, even I'm not a child anymore. My feeling is different when I'm at home or outside, I don't feel I belong to a chaoctic home. How to survive? How to give love to someone you didn't get any? It feel strange yet impossible.

I almost hear shouts in the morning, also sometime I didn't want to wake up early just become I'm too tired to facing this family. My mood swing, and my body don't getting well because I get stressed easily. Really easy.

What should I do?