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Friday, August 7, 2009

Taken from my diary, hehe..

If i am rich:
aku bukan aku yg mau mengalah

if i am beautiful:
aku bukan aku yg menghargai orang yg kurang fisiknya

if i have father who understand me:
aku bukan aku yg bersujud kpd Tuhan ketika aku tertekan

if i have a very great house with many facilities:
aku bukan aku yg mengerti sulitnya mendpt tmpt tggal

if i have expensive car:
aku bukan aku yg mandiri krn aku selalu diantar

if i have quiet mother:
aku bukan aku yg pny byk pgalaman

if i stay at peace home:
aku bukan aku yg than uji

if i am tall:
aku bukan aku yg tbah saat diejek

if i am be "lovely child" for my parents:
aku bukan aku yg belajar menerima ketidakadilan

if i am always be the "number one":
aku bukan aku yg prnah disakiti dan dibuang

if i am very smart:
aku bukan aku yg mw berusaha mnjd pntar walau dgn byk kegagalan

if i can choose which family i want to stay:
aku bukan aku yg brusaha sbar mnunggu rencana Tuhan dlm hdup ini

if i am perfect:
aku bukan aku yg btuh kasih dan belas Tuhan

if i am immortal:
aku bukan aku yg berhak mghargai stiap dtik khdupan

if i can setting my life:
aku bukan aku yg mau menunggu rancangn indah Tuhan bwtku

if God have already taken my life:
aku bukan aku yg bisa melihat btapa brharga hidup yg begitu sgkt, saat ini..

-gbu-

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

your live is "wonderfull",mean not negative side but you can take the positive one.
one question in my mind
How do you survive from any situation that you face?(if I was you)

parable only,if i was you
"I would kill myself or live in the streets" isn't to scare you but maybe you are amazing girl that can make people amazed by your story...

i put nickname for yourself a Strong girl with all the inspiration..^^

k.o.e.k.i said...

Thank youu so much..
I hope my note can inspirate you.. :)
And we become strong together :D

Anonymous said...

one question in my mind,didn't you want to answer my request,Strong girl...just you made me curious.hoho
How do you survive from any situation that you face?if one day you're stuck with a choice

because not all as strong as you,you know..^^
if it concerns to the privacy of your life then maybe this is the last I asked you but I'm feel glad to listen your answer..

When first i read it,you took my heart not that heart but deep inside of heart..
whatever your decision strong girl,very Happy to know you..
Good Night

no name said...

very very good ...
hope God have a beautiful plan for you in the future...
dont think that you have a lot of bad condition/situation , but think that what is the good think which God give for you like your friend,your ability and etc...
we must stand alone , and dont ever stop believe that God have a beautiful plan for you in the future...
God bless you and your family and your life...

Anonymous said...

very very good ...
hope God have a beautiful plan for you in the future...
dont think that you have a lot of bad condition/situation , but think that what is the good think which God give for you like your friend,your ability and etc...
we must stand alone , and dont ever stop believe that God have a beautiful plan for you in the future...
God bless you and your family and your life...

Anonymous said...

very very good ...
hope God have a beautiful plan for you in the future...
dont think that you have a lot of bad condition/situation , but think that what is the good think which God give for you like your friend,your ability and etc...
we must stand alone , and dont ever stop believe that God have a beautiful plan for you in the future...
God bless you and your family and your life...

k.o.e.k.i said...

hehe, i'm sorry, i'm forget to answer your question, i'm just so really-really happy because there's someone who gets inspiration from my daily life.

How do i survive from any
situation that i face?

Actually, i'm not soo positive thinker,
i'm not so brave to pass my worst day,
i'm angry,
i'm crying,
i'm shouting in my heart,
i'm praying to God, and asking Him, "what do You want of me?
You give me the bad situation, and maybe i think, it's just me who feel that,"

but then i remember:
"what has God given to me, isn't just like 'stone', but it's like something which you aren't just feel happy because you have passed it, but something makes you more understand about what's the meaning of your -really-really-simple-life-,

things which make me survive (i hopee):
be a possitive thinker,
have a relationship with God,
try to give myself 'fire' (i mean = semangat) to pass my life day by dayy,
crying and tears,
hugs from my mother and my sister,
pray and sing a song,
and my face smile in the mirror,


-by the way, thank you for calling me Strong Girl-

:D

k.o.e.k.i said...

God have beautiful plans for US in the future, :D

thank youu, friendd >.<

yess, i totally agree with youu

GOD BLESS YOU, too..

Anonymous said...

Thanx so much.then i know what you mean and maybe i know you little strong girl^^