i know this is my choice and my life

Why love must be so hard?
it's just like climbing the mountain, get tired, shed the tears.
but i still hope because i know love is never ending. still struggle and empower me to have a better life.

When i choose, i know there's many reason and boundaries which separate you and me.
but will i and my choice still forever? it's a mystery of us.
i don't want to think so far of what people say about. i just want to walk. it's wrong?