rainbow after storm?

Dream can you be my real.
I'm not so strong that can make a rainbow after the storm.
And i just must to make believe.
Where this will be end for make me awake from this sweet dream.

This is my step for the longer day i hope.
I dream just me and only me.
I'm just thinking i give up.
For never ending life with happiness inside.

Look at the sky and make a little smile on my face.
Just seeing happiness that just in my dream.
I want crying and make it just a rubbish.
And i will fine better for tomorrow.

I know people talk, yes, struggle by them self.
Because nothing can leave sadness without effort.
But for me how it can be without miracle.
Because i'd tried. too hard.