because of me

what the meaning of the dream last night? when i didn't want wake up and stopped dreaming.
what the meaning of lost something? and wonder if it can back again.
what the meaning of struggle when i know it will end with tears.
what the meaning of dream and hope when i know i'm not so strong and i will be lose.
what the meaning of life when i know nothing about.
what the meaning of looking for when i know nothing find.
what the meaning of this life when i feel i'm just stay alive.

i just need to be brave,
love my life,
love the days,
love my dreams,
but i don't know where i must stop walking.
where i can't find my peace.
i don't mean and want to hurt You of this.
it's all just because of me. not You. not somebody.